people want to be part of your orbit so bad when they didn’t even like you in the first place. that’s the part that confuses me. if i’m really that insignificant, annoying, or unlikeable to you, why does my life keep demanding your attention? indifference doesn’t hover. it leaves.
“when i choose to see the good side of things, i'm not being naive. it is strategic and necessary. it's how I've learned to survive through everything”
having strong pattern recognition is a weird experience. you spend half your time being told you’re paranoid and the other half being asked how you knew.
Backwards world.
People are out here rioting over one person’s situation with the Feds… but not angry the fact they put this sht in u 😒
Make it make sense..
ptsd: something terrible happened to you.
complex ptsd: something terrible WAS your entire environment and you had to just live in it. there was no escape.
as americans, we live in a culture that rewards sociopathy and i need us to stop pretending otherwise. we exist in a cruel, domination centered hierarchal society that bleeds into every single persons psyche at the unconscious level. even so called “good people” perpetuate it.