Shout out to the c!sfem writer who said I as a trans woman am not allowed to sexualize *myself*
Love how that's just blocking my ability to even think of something to post here :)
Funny how its always ones claiming allyship that turn around to say heinous shit about my identity
Oh?-- Whats that? Complete inabillity to simply sit with and properly process negative emotions?
Whoops- haha
Huh?- Sadness now manifesting as anger and the desire to break everything in my immediate surroundings?
Uh oh HAHAHA
It wasn't even a bad day, I ate properly, was upbeat all day, very minimal negative interactions...
Why do I feel so low???
How do I just enjoy myself?
I've been so interested in doing anything when I get home from work, like nothing seems enjoyable, but I also feel like I'm wasting my free time if I don't do something
But when I look at pictures of Balalaika I feel happy
I've been so interested in doing anything when I get home from work, like nothing seems enjoyable, but I also feel like I'm wasting my free time if I don't do something
But when I look at pictures of Balalaika I feel happy
>"I will go to a local event and use the beys I've amassed once I have become reemployed and have income"
>Seek employment
>Employment procured
>Scheduled exclusively on the days that bey events happen