Good news is I entered a painting competition and came 5th, which has given me a real boost in confidence with my painting and how far I’ve come and progressed with my skills in the hobby
Regardless, this ramble is more than long enough, and I’d like to thank anyone who’s had the patience to read through this all. I genuinely appreciate you and I hope your next few months as we see the year out go your way. Seasonal depression is very real, don’t let it get to you
Whilst I’m happy to see my friends and fellow peers living such happy lives, it sucks ass that I don’t exactly feel like I’m important to them exactly. Whenever there’s an event or activity they’re going to or doing, I’m never actually invited. Whilst I don’t expect an invite to-
Can have enough dopamine to make it through another month. I do buy a lot of hobby things that other people would deem as redundant, but it’s those things that keep me happy and motivated. So I’m not exactly going to stop spending money on them all together.
There’s a lot I want to rant about right now but I genuinely don’t have the energy to physically sit here and type it out. Maybe I’ll dictate it later to my phone and tweet that instead.
I don’t really use Twitter much anymore since big Daddy Emerald Miner took over. I do however now have a private instagram where I share memes about my rapidly declining mental state