Vennie/Venus 💕 recovtwt 🌱

🩷 recovtwt | recovering from OSFED/atypical ana | currently in virtual IOP 🏥 | 22yo | -16 dni | i try my best to avoid posting triggering content! 🩷

[Vennie/Venus 💕 recovtwt 🌱 @VenusZornBackup]

my #recovtwt intro!!!
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🩷 call me Vennie!!
🩷 DID system alter
🩷 ‘04
🩷 AAN recovery
🩷 ASD, ME/CFS, hEDS&Co., ambulatory wheelchair user ♿️
🩷 no mentions of cals, weight, bmi, etc. pls <3
🩷 ifb recovtwt and very select friends from edtwt
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[Vennie/Venus 💕 recovtwt 🌱 @VenusZornBackup]

today i realized that i have a problem with perfectionism around identity (like worrying that i don’t label myself correctly) because i’m afraid of hurting other people’s feelings and that i feel responsible for everyone else’s feelings bc of how my mom/abuser trained me AHAHAA

[Vennie/Venus 💕 recovtwt 🌱 @VenusZornBackup]

makes u feel understood because i can guarantee they’re out there somewhere.

[Vennie/Venus 💕 recovtwt 🌱 @VenusZornBackup]

8/5 recovery reason of the day: i had a rlly good session with my therapist today, for the first time in my life i chose again to admit the vulnerable thing of “sometimes i don’t want to get better at all and just want to be depressed” and i wasn’t met with “well if u don’t want-

[Vennie/Venus 💕 recovtwt 🌱 @VenusZornBackup]

to get better i can’t help u/why are we here?”, i was instead told that i’m not alone and this has a name. it’s a part of anhedonia and has been written about for centuries. i finally felt understood. so this is ur sign if u dread therapy to keep trying to find that person that-

[Vennie/Venus 💕 recovtwt 🌱 @VenusZornBackup]

@fromwrngdhands ty 🥺💕

[Vennie/Venus 💕 recovtwt 🌱 @VenusZornBackup]

i had a lapse in pvrging last night. i feel so pathetic. my teeth are literally rotting and i let my emotions overwhelm me

[Vennie/Venus 💕 recovtwt 🌱 @VenusZornBackup]

@atlasornothing TY!!! 💗

[Vennie/Venus 💕 recovtwt 🌱 @VenusZornBackup]

I MADE MY DENTIST APPOINTMENT THAT WAS A YEAR OVERDUE I OVERCAME MY FEAR TODAY

[Vennie/Venus 💕 recovtwt 🌱 @VenusZornBackup]

@autistikit TYYY U CAN DO IT

[Vennie/Venus 💕 recovtwt 🌱 @VenusZornBackup]

why do i keep going back

[Vennie/Venus 💕 recovtwt 🌱 @VenusZornBackup]

8/3 recovery reason of the day:🥲🥲🥲

[Vennie/Venus 💕 recovtwt 🌱 @VenusZornBackup]

i just found a giant hole in the side of my tooth and it’s black

[Vennie/Venus 💕 recovtwt 🌱 @VenusZornBackup]

i just found a giant hole in the side of my tooth and it’s black

[Vennie/Venus 💕 recovtwt 🌱 @VenusZornBackup]

i love my legs i love the way they are squishy and lumpy i love that i can.. um… use them as percussion instruments 🙂😭

[Vennie/Venus 💕 recovtwt 🌱 @VenusZornBackup]

this whole summer has been a “try not to bodycheck (IMPOSSIBLE)” challenge man i hate wearing shorts :(

[Vennie/Venus 💕 recovtwt 🌱 @VenusZornBackup]

good evening cheesecake i love u cheesecake

[Vennie/Venus 💕 recovtwt 🌱 @VenusZornBackup]

i’m crashing bad soon i can feel the warning signs ugh i wish twitter was more screenreader accessible i’m gonna be so bored

[Vennie/Venus 💕 recovtwt 🌱 @VenusZornBackup]

@fromwrngdhands happy early birthday!! 🎉🎁

[Vennie/Venus 💕 recovtwt 🌱 @VenusZornBackup]

learning a new skill of crocheting so i don’t relapse, lowkey so fun when you get past the frustration and wanting to k!ll someone stage

[Vennie/Venus 💕 recovtwt 🌱 @VenusZornBackup]

@justshutupliz oof yeah i think ur probably fine but its always a good idea to take pregnancy tests going forward (tho not this early obviously). hoping everything turns out fine for u 🤞

[Vennie/Venus 💕 recovtwt 🌱 @VenusZornBackup]

adding: i won’t fb if u don’t have ur age in ur bio/strawpage/etc.! i just need to know i’m not interacting with children, not that i hate them i just don’t think u guys should be on this side of the internet <3

[Vennie/Venus 💕 recovtwt 🌱 @VenusZornBackup]

my #recovtwt intro!!!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
🩷 call me Vennie!!
🩷 DID system alter
🩷 ‘04
🩷 AAN recovery
🩷 ASD, ME/CFS, hEDS&Co., ambulatory wheelchair user ♿️
🩷 no mentions of cals, weight, bmi, etc. pls <3
🩷 ifb recovtwt and very select friends from edtwt
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