If I properly confessed to her and got her rejection right off the bat then me letting go would've been more on my own terms and I wouldn't be as upset as I am rn
When you start crying in the car with your mom, but you can't tell her homophobic ass you finally directly talked about your feelings with your 7-year long lesbian obsession so on some nonchalant shit you swallow it and stare out the window.
You know how I can cope with this???? Making an oc based off of her and then making an oc based off of me and then drawing them together 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 I'm cooked.
At this point in time I don't like her romantically for sure....but a mf is still attracted to her, I mean LOOK AT HER BRO so ok maybe I'm also a BIT sad I got rejected but that's not the main point
Woke up from a good nap and I'm still miserable as hell, this sucks. It's not the fact she doesn't like me back (I already knew that, that was obvious), it's the fact she never knew this whole time. So all my over reactive bullshit feels like it was for nothing.
When you thought the girl you liked got your confession months ago, but in reality she misunderstood it and for months thought that you were in love with your best friend, so now you have to properly confess to her the day after you established you're letting your feelings go.
HOLY FUCKING SHIT HOLY FUCKING SHIT THIS ENTIRE TIME SHE THOUGHT I WAS CRUSHING HARD ON ONE OF MY FRIENDS, SHE NEVER KNEW I LIKED HER. EVEN FROM THE LETTER. SHE NEVER KNEW.
Congratulations guys #overit I had an epiphany in the shower, I'm just gonna appreciate our friendship and stop being a loser gaywad, but I'm not gonna sit here and act like all my feelings disappeared
Can't tell if I'm sad asf about our outcome because it's 1am or I'm just being dramatic and I'm gonna hop on here tomorrow saying that everything is ok again 🤔 #whoknows
Today was a good ass day and I did end up getting to see her but highkey this made me wake up and realize I literally get so quiet and awkward in person I fucking suck 😭 anyways, I'm getting over her