That there's no point in trying to be better because I will fail, and that I'll never even get better because of how much I "enjoy" failure. How do I not feel like a massive hypocrite?
ATnd all the years and seasons That ever can ensue Must now be worse and few.Bhey came and were and are not And come no more anew;
Tut air of other summers Breathed from beyond the snows, And I had hope of those.
he year might age, and cloudy The lessening day might close,