Alam ko naman na dating app is kalokohan, fortunately it helps me occupied eh. Na distract yung feelings ko. The question is, paano pag makita ko nanaman siya? Collapsed nanaman mundo ko? ππ
Dating apps won't solve this. Niloloko ko lang sarili ko π makikita ko pa din siya at feeling affected pa din ako. Lahat ng preferences na gusto ko nasa kanya. Tamgina naman dis! Why did I met someone like you then this shit? π
FUCK ME! YES, I KNOW! THIS IS THE FUCKING PRICE FOR ME TO PAY AFTER WHAT I DID TO REESE, AND I ACCEPT IT! PUNYETA! SIGE NA MALI NA AKO! I DESERVE IT! π
ANG SAKIT TANGINA! ARAY! FUCK! I AM TRYING TO TAKE THE FUCKING PAIN AWAY, BUT I JUST CAN'T! IT HURTS! SO BAD! HOLY FUCKING SHIT! πππ IKAW LANG ANG PINAKAMAGANDANG BABAE NA NAKITA KO AS OF NOW! YOUR BEAUTY IS NAKAKAPAG KUNTENTO SA AKIN! KAYA LANG NASASAKTAN AKO PAH NANDIYAN KA!
I know you're angry with me and I know na iniiwasan mo ko. Alam ko rin yung dahilan which is yung ginawa ko nung Wednesday. I shouldn't have done that. Concerned ako sayo siyempre kaya ko nagawa yun. I was wrong na pinagtawanan ko pa. Di ko na lang dapat ginawa.
I wish you we're transparent. Sana sinabi mo na lang sa akin that we should stop. Na hindi to mag workout. Na ayaw mo sa akin at di mo ko gusto, para hindi ko pag pilitan sarili ko sayo. I hate being ghosted or ignored from the person I care about. π’ I miss you. π