nothing hurts more than knowing someone understood exactly what you were going through and still chose to become another source of pain you had to survive. the hardest part is realizing they knew where you were hurting and still chose to press on it.
At this age??? you start to crave for more peace of mind, noh? You start to appreciate silence and quiet places noh? You wanna make sure your self worth is non-negotiable. When something feels off you'll make sure to peacefully let it go. No heavy heart and no arguments.