You think something is blocking you.
Nothing is.
You just refuse to hold one assumption
without checking, doubting, or switching.
That’s the whole problem.
Circumstances are also movement. Your 3d & old self is triggered by you for choosing your new story over the familiar ones so it will do anything in its power to make you react to the circumstances. Once you react, you will give life to the old story again. Keep choosing the new.
WAKE UP! remind yourself who YOU ARE! or who you can be in this moment if you just decide. just decide it. you are God. you make your own rules, no one else does. do you have it or not? that’s the question. nothing else is standing between you & your desire. just a decision.
Your thoughts should not be based on what you are seeing in your 3d. That’s not how it works. Your 3d is a reflection of your thoughts. You think first and then it’s reflected in your 3d. Not, your 3d starts showing you something and then you make thoughts based on it.
Does your mirror show a reflection of you with a winged eyeliner first and then you apply the eyeliner? Or do you apply the eyeliner on your eyelids first and then it gets reflected in your mirror? Exactly. Apply the law sincerely sweetheart.
Remain the same no matter what reality shows you because reality will always reflect who you are being. You have it so claim it even when you are feeling all these doubts and intrusive thoughts.
How do you deny it? By saying
“Even if I am feeling all these, even if I am having these doubts and intrusive thoughts, even if the 3d is showing me totally different than what I want, I still am who I chose to be”
Getting doubts? Intrusive thoughts? 3D showing opposite of your desire? You are actually doing it all right. That’s your old self trying to survive in your awareness to keep you stay stuck in the loop. Break the loop by denying all these things.
REALITY 👏🏻 REARRANGES 👏🏻 ITSELF 👏🏻 TO 👏🏻 YOU 👏🏻
REALITY 👏🏻 ADJUSTS 👏🏻 ITSELF 👏🏻 TO 👏🏻 YOU 👏🏻
STOP 👏🏻 CHANGING 👏🏻 YOUR 👏🏻 STATEMENTS 👏🏻 EVERY 👏🏻 NOW 👏🏻 AND 👏🏻 THEN 👏🏻 BASED 👏🏻 ON 👏🏻WHAT 👏🏻 YOU 👏🏻 SEE 👏🏻
BE 👏🏻 UNMOVED 👏🏻
“hey, it’s been so long, where is it?”- Trick of your old self (ego/logical/conscious mind) choice is yours, decision is yours either to believe that little voice in your head and fall back in the loop of not having it or denying it completely and choosing your new story.
You say you’re persisting.
But the moment circumstances look wrong, you panic and start checking for signs.
That isn’t persistence.
That’s begging reality to agree with you.
People who actually change their outcomes don’t beg.
They decide and stop negotiating.
If your inner story changes every time something goes wrong, you’re not persisting.
You’re reacting.
And reactions always keep you trapped in the same loop.