It's a thought that doesn't leave my mind a desire to have a protective older brother who loves you an cares for you and I always envy the girls who have older brother I wish I had a older brother to whom I could tell everything to like everything every little detail without any
like honestly, i used to think if i just opened up enough or showed people how hard things were, someone close to me would step in or at least give a shit.
and that if they play along (most people don't) if you're not comfortable with them having a piece of their own life just for themselves, you can't actually know who they are.