as beyond stressful as this has been for me, my channel not being visible is actually a good thing! this means my account is currently being recovered, and I should hopefully have everything back in 1-2 days. thank you all so much for your concern, the worst of it is over now 🙏
hey everyone, my YouTube channel sadly got hacked again so if you see something like this please do not click on it! I'm working with the YouTube support team to get everything back so I hopefully won't be down for too long