skylar

not doing good

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i just hope one day, maybe next month or next year i can have clear skin. please ya Allah. at least remove all my parut merah and tiny bump 😭

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idk but i sumpah insecure. i dont like to see my bareface kat cermin, i akan sedih

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and yes semua ni atas keizinan tuhan jgk. mungkin sekarang its not the right time for me to get clear skin 🥹

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utk sedapkan hati, aku pesan kat diri sendiri, orang lain lagi teruk. aku ni biasa je huhu

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i dah try tukar product and konsisten pakai 6 bulan tapi still bagi fake hope. bila aku rasa dah getting better, mesti aku risau akan naik balik and yes benda tu selalu berlaku which makes me so sad😭

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orang tak tahu berapa struggle nya aku utk hilangkan parut jerawat and tinybump. aku tak tai silap kat manaaa, nak kata tak konsisten, sumpah aku konsisten smpai bertahun aku tak tukar product even mcmtu jee result 😭

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setiap kali solat i keep doa and doa hm

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selalu mcmni, bila rasa dah ok sikit tetiba naik jerawat. jadi mcm sedih gila, smpai bila nk mcm ni. buat treatment pun tak jalan 😭

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sebab haritu i rasa dah getting better but idk minggu lepas tetiba naik jerawat banyak lpstu naik tiny bump atas dahi. yang sedia ada pun belum ok lagi 😭😭

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hm kenapa emosi ni, nk period ke 😭😭

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entah la on off on off. kejap ok kejap tak

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u know what, i breakout dari brp tahun lepas lagi and still tak pulih sepenuh nya 😭

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im sad and depressed 😭

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bro, i am sad

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i guess i will be okay but i’m not

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i dont remember what he spent to me during my birthday haha maybe that time i was at my lowest and he didnt notice it so tanpa disengaja i do the same as he treat me before

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im sorry to him because i am not celebrate his birthday like before. idk why but this year i dont put so much effort and i realise i was wrong.

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i don’t really like when he spent more time at home while me spent more time at the office.

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i am sad because he is so comfortable with this relationship

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why there is always something happen to him at the wrong timing