Renesmee

Hold on, baby your losing it.. ||21+ MC RP||

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Better late than never buuuut.. New layout by the amazing @DECADENTDESlGNS. Thank you lovely!!

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@EscapingMyPain — We can do something. No ones home here and I’m bored out of my mind.. [Hitting send, I shift swiftly to an upright position, leaning back into the comfort of the sofa.]

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— the family nowadays.]

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@EscapingMyPain — my response.] You know, the amount of times you text right when I’m thinking of reaching out is scary. Sure you don’t share more in common with my dad than we thought? Or are you stalking me, Nahuel? [I paused a moment before continuing on.] —

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@EscapingMyPain — to my prior thoughts here he popped up. It was truly scary sometimes how I could be thinking of @EscapingMyPain and he popped up in one form or another. And despite my own mood, a little smile tugged at the corners of my lips as I began typing out —

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@EscapingMyPain [I’d collapsed onto the couch as I reached the living room and as if on cue the little “ding” of a text alert sounded from my phone on the coffee table I’d just set it down from. My hand darted out quickly to snatch it up. As if on cue —

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— just frustration. At Jacob, at this whole imprint thing, just the entire situation. It was moments like now I wished @EscapingMyPain popped up. He had a real knack for coming in when he least knew he was needed and it was a reason why I was grateful he lived closer to —

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— So much for even being a friend.. Huffing out a gentle breath, I make my way down the short hallway from my room to the back door. Neither of my parents were home and I was all alone to drown in my own self pity not that it really was pity but more —

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— not as if i had been trying much as of late since he’d had his last outburst and took off running. This was another reason I knew I didn’t want this imprint, his temper lately had been something else.. He wasn’t the Jake I knew and it wasn’t going to change. —

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— I also cared deeply for @EscapingMyPain. He wouldn’t run away in fact I’m sure he’d only try to ease my problems which is why I was so drawn to him but, I wouldn’t risk it. Not just yet. Either way, I couldn’t stay cooped up inside much longer. Jacob was ignoring my texts —

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— too but, that was different. Nahuel wasn’t family, he was a extremely close friend but @EscapingMyPain was a guy and while he was such an amazing friend to me, and someone whom I could relate heavily to.. I didn’t want to burden him with my drama. —

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— and my mother were the select few people who knew what was going on. It was kind of hard after all to hide much from my mom and dad especially; the joy of your father having telepathic capabilities and unfair being one way too. I had people like @EscapingMyPain close by —

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— he could sense that shift in my thoughts because it only stirred up a world of trouble. We’d been bickering more than was usual for us, and in turn I often found myself wanting to be alone. I’d talked to my aunt Rosalie who had been nothing supportive, she next to Alice —

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— I’d seen the love story that my parents had, I’d been subjected to seeing how the other imprints were with their better halves and then I looked at Jake and through all the good, realized despite those words he would have a hard time letting me go and it was almost as if —

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— with him and more me and what I decided I’d wanted out of everything. “If you ever choose that you don’t want this? I’ll respect that wish.” Those words haunted me heavily lately and it was with them I’d taken a step back to think. —

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— wrong, I appreciated it and for some time I’d kind of just accepted it but, like seasons, people change. We’d been close for so long, he’d never left my side and made it perfectly clear he’d forever stick by my side. In fact, the way I felt about it all now? Had less to —

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[Everything happens for a reason; This was something I had been a firm believer of for so long. So when #Jacob had finally come clean about the imprint, when I had been old enough to finally understand everything and I mean, /everything/ it had been a lot. Don’t get me —

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-- wiggling my brows before laughing.] Only joking of course. I'll be on my best behaviour. I don't need Edward Cullen to be a temporary enemy.

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-- [Giving a light squeeze to @GlowingReplica dainty hand, I tugged her closer leaning in to press my lips to her forehead now.] So I take it giving him some insight to whats happened here is out? [I flashed a playful smirk in her direction --

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-- I allowed myself to think harder on it. I love you too Renesmee and I promise I'm not going to think of the worst case scenario of returning home with you. I told you I'd follow you anywhere and I meant it. --