Your reality obeys you. Not figuratively speaking, but literally. You tell yourself something and accept it, it will reflect it without questioning it. The more you identify with something, the more it’ll be a recurring part of your life. Just look at the patterns in your life.
I’m telling y’all as someone who has manifested things that felt huge to me that your desires are NORMAL. They just seem “big” and “unattainable” because they’re unfamiliar. Just because you’re not used to it doesn’t mean you can’t have it.