@4daluvofCali no literally. diluting myself or feeling like i need to hold back feels so unfair and unnatural. when i love, i love hard, i love deep. so holding back feels like you’re not fully you. i understand this so bad.
I can't stand the idea of having to hold back love or care less. It bothers me because I shouldn't ever feel like that when my natural state is to love fully and care deeply without limits.