*please insert chip*
Is this a debit card?
Is the total amount correct?
Would you like cash back?
Would you like a receipt?
Do you love this shit?
Are you high right now?
Do you ever get nervous?
I wish, for one moment, just one goddamn minute I could give you this feeling so you could understand what I'm going through.
I wish I could hand this anxiety to you and show you how it feels to be me, so you know what I go through every. Fucking. Day.
This is who I am.