People think depression means your sad and crying all the time. depression for me is being stuck in a twilight zone. i can't think, i don't respond to things, nothing is interesting, i just feel empty. not sad, just blank. i have a lot of days like this and they are hard.
"If you say you my brotha then we tight, had a B tell me she loved me but she lied, Pain bottled up and its killin me inside, think its time i put my feelings to the side"
if i get kicked out again then bet that, i dont wanna hear or see ANY of there asses ever the fuck again. fuck an apology, fuck an explanation fuck allat. wtv bs they wanna be on, they can do it over there ๐ ill disown my damn self, never needed they help any fuckin way
cant wait til i get my whip bro, moving the FUCK out this bum ass nigga house and into my whip. work, gym repeat til i get my own crib for all i care. i js know i genuinely cant stay under the same roof as them longer then i physically need to for the sake of my mental.
hate how i know when i love, i can love hard asl... but everytime id show it i get reminded that at one point it was used against me and it got to a point where idc for givin females that typa love anymore bro... wtv energy i get from you is the energy youll receive