Ugh I wish I had an actual reason to be so miserable and suicidal that people could actually see but I just don't have anything to be happy about anymore and that makes life feel so pointless
Anyone else always scared that there are security cameras everywhere and that if you do anything weird/bad you ARE being recorded or am I just like mentally fucked
Sitting here fantasizing about cuddling a kissing a beautiful chubby girl knowing damn well I'm a mentally fucked pervert and I don't even have a singular friend and no hopes of even interacting with a girl let alone someone liking me
I wish I had a partner who was also a mentally ill pervert so i didn't feel like a disgusting creep every time I tried to make a romantic advance towards them #fuckmylife
Lowkey the only name I identify with is the online name I us on my main and it is very much not a name thats normal so I just have to keep using my birthname because id rather just not bother with a chosen name if it isn't that fuuuuuckkkk #nonbinary#transgender
Ughhh my shitty ex gf broke up with me last month so now I have to spend yet another summer alone with no hope for any romance or even like pining... Fuck my life