Voiid 🏳️‍⚧️

ִ ࣪𖤐 shedtwt | | vampire irl 🦷 | | priv: @Decayingvoiid | | a vampires online diary

[Voiid 🏳️‍⚧️ @VoiidsDecay]

(｡•́︿•̀｡) Voiids intro!

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⭑.ᐟ vampire irl
⭑.ᐟ trans/bi
⭑.ᐟ 7teen
⭑.ᐟ he/they
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[MJM @MikeJMele]

Until you’ve written a suicide note with despair in your heart, tears in your eyes, and pain in your soul so horrendous that it makes you believe death is the only solution for peace, don’t tell me that it’s cowardly, selfish, or an attempt for attention.

[Voiid 🏳️‍⚧️ @VoiidsDecay]

with the help of my mom i cleaned most of my room. it was so hard to get myself to do it after months and months but i feel so much cleaner

[Voiid 🏳️‍⚧️ @VoiidsDecay]

my medication hasnt done anything i still want to kms

[Voiid 🏳️‍⚧️ @VoiidsDecay]

my therapist tpld me that every session she tries to get me to smile once and out of her other patients im always the hardest to crack. idk how to feel abt this information

[cannibal @fagcannibal]

i seriously forget that self mutilation isnt like normal

[cable @kyx3n_]

I dont cut to hurt myself i cut so when they use a skin graft from my thigh for my penis it'll be Ribbed for Her Pleasure

[Voiid 🏳️‍⚧️ @VoiidsDecay]

omfg theres blood all over my bed

[Voiid 🏳️‍⚧️ @VoiidsDecay]

im so sick of this hot weather i need it to be cold so i can finally cut my arms

[Voiid 🏳️‍⚧️ @VoiidsDecay]

i need to smoke smth so badly i dont care what it is i just need something to feel alive

[Voiid 🏳️‍⚧️ @VoiidsDecay]

basically fully healed

[Voiid 🏳️‍⚧️ @VoiidsDecay]

relapsing after a few months

[Voiid 🏳️‍⚧️ @VoiidsDecay]

i dont want to be on these stupid fucking meds anymore i dont even feel like myself anymore

[Voiid 🏳️‍⚧️ @VoiidsDecay]

i feel like if i was skinny i would pass so much better

[Voiid 🏳️‍⚧️ @VoiidsDecay]

its finally cold enough to wear pants and hoodies. im so excited for when it STAYS cold and i can cut my arms again

[Voiid 🏳️‍⚧️ @VoiidsDecay]

only week two and im already skipping school. im just so tired

[Voiid 🏳️‍⚧️ @VoiidsDecay]

flashback to when i stabbed myself

[Voiid 🏳️‍⚧️ @VoiidsDecay]

im so terrified to grow old and be an adult in a year. i cant see myself having a future it feels like my only option is kms im so scared i dont want to be an adult

[Voiid 🏳️‍⚧️ @VoiidsDecay]

my friend leaves for the military today, my friend moves for college in a few weeks, and my other friend moves across country in a couple months. i feel so alone

[Voiid 🏳️‍⚧️ @VoiidsDecay]

back on my meds after refusing to take it for half a yr