So I should also explain where I've been for the past few years.
Life got incredibly hectic and it was doing a number on my mental health so I needed a break from everything. I thought I could do it on my own but it turned out to be my biggest down fall.
I can say that this has help no end, I finally feel in control of myself for the first time since I was a kid.
I'm ready to get back out there and reconnect with everyone.
Last year it culminated in me having the mother of all breakdowns and lead to me punching a wall and fracturing my hand.
I then decided to admit I needed help, since then I've been on anti depressants and anti anxiety as well as taking a month of therapy.