i've come to realise that i have somehow lost MOST of my confidence in my capabilities and what I can achieve towards the later part of last year
I had an feeling about it at the end of November but i kinda just tried to shake the feeling
I need to work on that this year. 100%
Lonely road that im walking, and each step i take i feel further and further from what i once was...
I guess i just dunno where to go from here, god it feels fuckin paralyzing just to try to come up with video ideas...
I dont wanna give up on creator stuff but... i dunno how to
im starting to think that solo content was never for me, but does that just make me incapable of doing shit myself???
Like im nothing without others to bounce off of?
I KNOW i can do stuff myself but i just...have no direction any more, so i try so much stuff only to move on---
i've been in the creator space for over 10 years now and never really known what i truely wanted to DO with it, for the most part i just wanted to hang with friends and make people laugh but...
Most days i sit quietly on my own and everyone else has moved on...
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@WadeBoxedUp if it feels like its just you then you do it so effortlessly that it doesn't seem like a skill
That is BEYOND impressive mate and you should ALWAYS be proud of how creative you are.
It inspires me daily dude, seriously, thank you for being you <3