Guess who’s being started on quetiapine I stg they’re trying to make me obese because what do you mean people wake up covered in food from sleep eating and don’t remember. I will kill myself oh my god
Having an eating disorder is crazy because it's the ultimate act of self hatred and yet people will look you in the eyes and tell you you're only doing this because you hate fat people.
The way I don’t even care that much about how my body looks, I just want to lose so much weight and destroy myself to the point where my body shuts down and I just die. Think I’m going to do a dry fast to try and make myself really sick
Ate 600 calories in 6 weeks and now I fear I may have refeeding syndrome after stopping my fasts but idk if I’m just being dramatic and the symptoms I can find online are not really helping so I’ll just hope it goes away lol
Loveeee taking lax, going through absolute hell and horror the next day, swearing I’ll never take them again and then doing the exact sane thing 24 hours later every single day I eat. What a fun little ritual 💗💗
Finally over the worst part of fasting and genuinely feel so euphoric and peaceful for the first time since I broke my last long fast. I literally never want to eat again