#VoltronRP Werewolf AU account
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@RubiaMeinu Shiro chuckles. "I just said I hope my books don't bore you too much." He then adds. "But you are of course welcome to read them." He then set a plate for her and gestured to the tray. I'll get our drinks. "
"Im not alone because you're here with me now." He said with a genuine smile. "Before,when I didn't know anything, I was alone and had to fight for myself.Not trust anything." He then continued to gently wipe her face.
"Now I have friends and a mate. That alone does wonders."
Blinking some tears away, Marak looked at his confused, feeling his hand guiding her own above his heart, feeling his heart beating steady.
"What... Do you mean...?"
"Marak..." He shushed softly and leaned in,pressing his forehead against hers.
"I dont blame you. Don't blame yourself. /Anything/ could have happened. It was scary,yes,but listen." He gently squeezed her hand before placing her shaky hand on his beating heart.
"Im not alone."
"Still..."
Her body was shaking a bit from her sobbing as she felt his sleeve on her eyes, collecting her tears.
"I was worried but not enough to come looking for you. I thought you simply needed your time but..."
Shiro blinked at her response and his ears perked up slightly. What did she mean by-
His eyes widened to see her crying.
"Oh,baby,you are not useless." He moved his hand to hold hers while the other used his sleeve to wipe her tears.
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"I'm..."
Seeing him lowering and resting his head in her lap made her tear up.
"I'm useless."
She sobbed quietly, tears dropping on his head.
"You went through hell and I couldn't help you."
"With less of a response, Shiro thought,maybe he spooked too much about it. Over shared.
He thought for a moment before With her sitting he went to his knees and in seconds his wolf ears were perked and then lowered. He then rested his chin on her knee and closed his eyes.
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He was shaking. Marak could see that. And here she was, sitting like a complete fool and not knowing what to Do. Comfort him? What if she hurt him as well?
"I..."
Shiri took a deep breath to calm himself and shakes his head.
"Its okay." He said in a soft tone. "Talking about it,that is something I've been working on and facing it." He didn't know his hand shook a little.
"With my doctors,that is some stings I'm trying to heal from."
Marak watched his reactions, listened to every word he said and could imagine the pain he had been through.
"I'm sorry. I didn't want you to remember or feel bad about it. Please I'm..."
Seeing him pulling his collar higher stung inside her heart. She wasn't there for him...
@RubiaMeinu "Ok" He took a moment away from the cups to slice his bread,place it on a nice plate,then a small dish for the jam and even butter.
Walking in and seeing her at his books made him smile. "I do hope my reads don't bore you too much." He then put tray down on the coffee table.
@RubiaMeinu Ah yes,all his books. Some books about recovering from memory loss,grieving,how to work through trauma. Other books are about gardening and cooking! So many cook books that definitely has been apart of the kitchen crime scene.
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Her warmth leaving his fingers had him a little confused but sensing this was maybe too much,he quickly pulled up his turtle neck.
"Its terrible,I know. It was.....a normal day other than i...I believe a full moon was going to be soon." He sighed and wanted to +
Marak thought she was ready to know but seeing his scars...
"That..."
Her ears perked up and her eyes widened. Such... who would do something like this. She didn't realise she actually moved back a bit, like she was the done who did it.
instinctively scratch at his neck but grabbed his cup of coffee to destract his hands. "At my weakest point and....I....." He frowned and looked at his coffee. "I couldn't stop myself after they put that collar on me." Memories fresh,he winced and he sipped a bit of coffee.+
@RubiaMeinu "Oh well,I do have my vread and fresh jam, If you want fruit instead, I have some berries and plums. If you want veggies I have that as well! I may have some chips around here too if you want some..."
@RubiaMeinu A very cozy home. One he still likes to come back to since it's so familiar. Wooden house,no Television in sight. A desk and a couple shelves with books.
Shiro didn't mind the delay as he was working on their drinks.
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Shiro thought for a moment before he used his metal hand to pull down his turtle neck,revealing deep scratched scars all around his neck.
"I was attacked and used again. It didn't all fully heal and it's still tender,b-but luckily I was saved."
"Marak. It's not prying. If we are together and already have thought of wanting kids in the future..well, even if that wasn't a thought,we're a team." He chuckled at his bad explanation" What I mean to say is,I wouldn't get mad if you wanted to know. It's okay to ask."
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Leaning into his hand, she rested her own hand above his.
"Shi- Takashi, I have plenty of questions but I also don't want to pry. You always come back to me. It's all that makes me happy. I can't ask for more."