who am I?

IYKWIM

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Don't you think it's crazy?
How this strange feeling can make u dizzy
Day by day this feeling make me dumb
Do I think I just need be a numb?
And just ignore all of this bullshit so I can leave this pinky room
But, unfortunately it's impossible
This feeling chain me like doodle

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Just hit myself again. Why? Idk, maybe because this noisy voice in my head. From frustration. Confusing that haunt me every day

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Once again, come to this place and just bubbling around. Swear like brainless person. I know life is not easy but can I have my break? Can I take a break?

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I wish I get this job. I really need a proper job and salary

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Is it alright if I'm gone? Sometimes I think it's the best option, but it's not the answer

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I have some emotional problems here. I wish it's gone soon. I really wish it

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It's been a long time I'm not in this place. How is it going? Is anything fine?

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Did I already in the right path? A lot of stuff happen and it's bothering me. It's my responsibility I know, but it's still too much I guess. I hope I can do it properly and solved it one by one

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At this point I'm just confuse about anything happen in my life

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Scared of something

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Finally she understand. I wish

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I'm I not worry to her when I not reach her out? Yeah for sure. But, at some point I need it too. Once, just one time when I angry and feel this bad emotions i want her to be the one to get persuade first. I want to know, is she worry about me? Or, she just don't give a damn?

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I'm I wrong when I want some persuade from my girlfriend when she made a mistake and I get annoyed or even angry? Why when I show that emotions she be more angry? Am I prohibited to feel those emotions?

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"Not gonna make your anger bigger" "Not gonna throw a gas on fire" She said. Such a bullshit

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How I'm supposed to do with this unpleasant feeling about my relationship? It's really bothering me. I can't feel ease

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Once again, failure. Already use to it but still, why?

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At some point I'm scared. I'm scared to talking about what I feel. Most of the time when I talk about it, it's made my partner angry. She said talk to me but when I talk she get mad? Then, what I'm supposed to do?

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Jealousy is freaking annoying. Especially when i become the one who feel it.

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Say someone egoistic but they are the ego it self. Freak

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Rain rain rain wash me away until I'm gone

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It's an special day but still with some sh*t on my mind