Don't you think it's crazy?
How this strange feeling can make u dizzy
Day by day this feeling make me dumb
Do I think I just need be a numb?
And just ignore all of this bullshit so I can leave this pinky room
But, unfortunately it's impossible
This feeling chain me like doodle
Once again, come to this place and just bubbling around. Swear like brainless person. I know life is not easy but can I have my break? Can I take a break?
Did I already in the right path? A lot of stuff happen and it's bothering me. It's my responsibility I know, but it's still too much I guess. I hope I can do it properly and solved it one by one
I'm I not worry to her when I not reach her out? Yeah for sure. But, at some point I need it too. Once, just one time when I angry and feel this bad emotions i want her to be the one to get persuade first. I want to know, is she worry about me? Or, she just don't give a damn?
I'm I wrong when I want some persuade from my girlfriend when she made a mistake and I get annoyed or even angry? Why when I show that emotions she be more angry? Am I prohibited to feel those emotions?
At some point I'm scared. I'm scared to talking about what I feel. Most of the time when I talk about it, it's made my partner angry. She said talk to me but when I talk she get mad? Then, what I'm supposed to do?