I want to text you all the time and see how you're doing, but I know I can't because deep down I know it won't change anything. It sucks because I thought things were going so well, but then one day came and everything changed and now I'm up at 2 am wondering how and why everything went wrong and what I did. Why I wasn't good enough for you. I find myself looking at old texts and pictures and I remember how happy I was and how happy we were. And all I can do is question how I ended up here, without you.
Nobody talks abt how calm it feels when you're loved by a man who genuinely wants to see you happy. How love starts to feel soft instead of heavy. He doesn't bring chaos in ur life, he brings peace, protects ur heart, ur energy, ur smile & somehow loving him makes u love life too
In your career, you will meet a co-worker who hates you for no reason. It is very important you keep showing up at your best, keep triggering them and their insecurities.
I miss us. I miss the way we used talk. The way we laugh like there's no tomorrow. I miss the times when we have nothing to talk about, yet still text each other. I miss all this. I miss everything about you.
I miss old us.
a relationship without mind games is so sweet. Nobody is waiting for who will call first. Nobody waits for the other person to say I LOVE YOU & I MISS YOU first. Nobody is scared to be vulnerable. Just two people who are naked and unashamed, loving without restriction. Beautiful!
Girl to girl: be that girl again.
Get disciplined again. Take care of yourself again. Eat better & move your body again. Oil your edges & drink your water again. Start praying & reading your Bible again. Get your money up and sleep 8 hours again. Find your spark and put yourself first.