@edrtwtfessing I think it's your actions that matter more than your thoughts. Everyone gets bad thoughts but if you acknowledge they're bad and don't act on them then I don't think you need to worry.
@fagcannibal If you work or your still in education you could try talking to a teacher I know it sucks and they're usually shit but it's better than nothing or safeguarding team (if you're American that might be the guidance counsellor I don't know how it works over there).
@fagcannibal Also please remember if your friend ever does anything it is not your fault and it will never be your fault at the end of the day it's in your friends hands and not yours. Maybe you could try reaching out to a hotline and seeing what advice they could offer 2/3
@fagcannibal I don't really know what to say or how to help. But if you ever need to talk you can always DM me or something if you need. If you get to the point where you have a plan or are about to attempt please call the police on yourself or go to the hospital 1/2
@fagcannibal 3/3
There's only one of you. Iplease remember you aren't responsible for another persons safety I know it's hard I've been there but it doesn't make it any less true. If you won't go to the hospital please at least reach out to someone you know irl who can help you stay safe