‘me too’ U will never be him. U could only hope to achieve his level of whimsy and light. he likes being called good boy because he IS a good boy. u just have a boner. look at him. his boner is in his heart
@schiz04renic w no long term disability afterwards..... i dont want to fail again and end up w so many physical deficits after that i wouldn't be able to kill myself frfr with an even worse quality of life than before i attempted
@schiz04renic still here because even though i was seizing, tubed, and coded those mfs were too damn good at their job like damn why cant u have let me dirt nap in PEACE. staying here bc now i do what they do and i see what happens to ppl who attempt and live and arent lucky enough to get away
and literally every guy ive been with wants to do the whole "ill kiss your scars dont ever do this to US again🥺" thing and it gives me the ick so bad like just kiss up my thighs normally why do my scars even have to be acknowledged!!!!!!
remembering even if my crush was interested in me hed have to get cool with a lot of things really quickly..... like u dumb whore even if there was hope u couldnt secure the bag
he just seems so....normal? and sane???? like ill never get used to having to have the "so dont freak out when u see my thighs or shoulders" talk and most people have no experience with anyone who have/had mental health issues that manifested with severe sh....
might as well transfer from ER to wound care what the fuck was a i thinking. i stapled them up nice and neat but now i have to manage them???? until they heal????? endorphins are gone only suffering