I realized I didn’t post here about my surgery much, so I’ll give a little rundown :)
Basically, I’ve had teeth issues my entire life, due to my patients being drug addicts, and the neglect that comes with that. My face swelled up from tooth infections for legit, my entire life, even under my parents “care”. I don’t know how cps never took me away after watching it all. (They did thankfully take my baby siblings when I was 17) Once I turned 18, not only was it too late, but my anxiety ruined me even further with it, and pushed me far from help. Every year, sometimes multiple times a year, I post “I got stung by a bee!” Or “oh I got sick!!” To hide the truth of what’s going on, but it’s not the truth. Every time I’ve posted that, it’s because my cheeks, jaws, or eyes have swelled up from a tooth infection. It’s embarrassing for me to speak on, because of the severity of it. This “sickness” round however, was the worst it could have been other than death. My nasal area below my eye swelled this time, and after almost 3 months, I’m still not okay. It’s making something happen in my brain I’ve never felt before. My balance has been off, I feel this constant pounding behind my eye, and in my skull, my memory is incredibly weak, I feel confused all the time, and the mental pain from it isn’t helping. It’s been… so so weird, so painful, and so confusing to deal with. Everyday I eat with pain, even before this sickness. My nerves are all out in the open. And even with 2 rounds of antibiotics, I’m still suffering with these things, and pain. I know you guys don’t know this, but my two front teeth are actually fake. I create them once a week with meltable plastic to save face, haha. That’s the first time I’ve ever publicly said that.
Anyway, I mustered up the courage to finally get checked out, and it was terrifying. But the surgeon was so kind, and helped me feel better about what’s to come. The surgery is going to remove all my top teeth, and all my back bottoms, root canal 5 of them, work on 4 others, and replace my missing ones with… I think they’re like retainers? I can’t remember exactly what they were called. But yeah, that’s so far my story. Thank you guys for reading, and always supporting me during these horrible times. I couldn’t have asked for a better group of people around me 🖤
It’s Friday losers, you know what that means. It’s the day your brains are the weakest, and your wallets are the fullest! And your goddess is going to take every cent! 🫶