fuck man, that really didn't help. all I did was neglect my friendships by abandoning them for all the time I was gone. and for what? with that "rest", all I achieved was to feel even worse than before.
what's the point anymore
I tried getting out of social media for a while, to see if I could feel better, but it's not working. I don't know what else to do, don't know what to do anymore.
Just that. I'm sorry, again.
I know it's been a while since I've posted, but I just wanted to give a heads-up.
I'm still alive, but I'm really through a lot right now. My head is a fucking mess and I just can't seem to feel better.
Sorry if I worried a lot of people, you really flooded my DMs everywhere.