If theres one thing I learnt on this app it’s that even if you take accountability from something you did 2 years ago, and no matter how many times you apologise and prove you’ve changed they will still always bring the past up.
I hate it all
Im scared
Im scared of my past
Im scared of it coming back to haunt me
Im scared of it all
I don’t want to be reminded of my past from nearly 2 years ago when I was a depressed mentally ill 14 year old who was around the wrong people
I’ve changed
I was just some dumb edgy 14 year old who had no restriction on the internet and got stuck with the wrong people
Please understand that I have changed and I am a better person now.
I took 2 years to change for the better please.
To all the people I harmed or insulted in the past.
Please remember that I am sorry for how I acted back then and that I have changed and I understand if you do not forgive me.
I just want to start anew and show that I have changed for the greater good please
I wish I never said the things I said back then but unfortunately I did.
I can’t change the past but I can change the future.
I took accountability back then and promised myself that I would change.
And so I did
And I have been doing
For almost 2 years.
I wish I never said the things I said back then but unfortunately I did.
I can’t change the past but I can change the future.
I took accountability back then and promised myself that I would change.
And so I did
And I have been doing
For almost 2 years.
Im scared
Im scared of my past
Im scared of it coming back to haunt me
Im scared of it all
I don’t want to be reminded of my past from nearly 2 years ago when I was a depressed mentally ill 14 year old who was around the wrong people
I’ve changed
Every night I struggled with sleep and still do because I live with the guilt from my past putting more and more weight on my back.
I don’t like the way I was
Never remind me
I hate myself from back then and want to be happy
I don’t like people bringing up the times where I was at my lowest and going through heavy mental stress and just following everything my peers did.
Please just let me be myself and let me show you that I have changed for the better.
Please.
I don’t like people bringing up the times where I was at my lowest and going through heavy mental stress and just following everything my peers did.
Please just let me be myself and let me show you that I have changed for the better.
Please.
Im scared
Im scared of my past
Im scared of it coming back to haunt me
Im scared of it all
I don’t want to be reminded of my past from nearly 2 years ago when I was a depressed mentally ill 14 year old who was around the wrong people
I’ve changed
Im scared
Im scared of my past
Im scared of it coming back to haunt me
Im scared of it all
I don’t want to be reminded of my past from nearly 2 years ago when I was a depressed mentally ill 14 year old who was around the wrong people
I’ve changed
@0AnaChrony@kkkkj5c8@indiexcorex2 Hate to break it to you but nobody is feeling guilty over being afk in a game of fortnite, people have better shit to do rather than play the game all day and night like I have college to catch up on and a sleep schedule to maintain lmao
@zangx1x5 Aye aye dont be rash bro I got college and im running on 0 sleep after 2 days of straight grinding with my friends I don’t got it in me anymore to continue playing this shit