Nobody tells you how hard it is to rewire your brain so you can allow amazing things to happen to you after so much trauma or hurt. Blessings exist, good people exist and you can leave that survival mode but don’t be soft life will make a mess of you and you be worse than before!
You are right however That is why it is God through the Spirit of Christ living out His desires and works through Humans.
In Zim there is a saying Zvakaoma Sekunamata (it’s hard being a disciple of Christ) you have to die to self have fruits of the spirit & fruits of repentance!
Real Gs we are an endangered species near extinction so we have these thoughts here and there but we can’t go out like that cause they won’t be any of us left.
Elijah
Job
David
Jonah
All felt it too!!
1.Don’t forget to Pray
2. We flee from sin until we can’t feel our feet
3.Brothers Keeper,Don’t let nothing come inbetween the family esp($/girls)
4.Gratitude is a must,Loyalty is a pre req,Respect is law!
5. Your bro’s girl is not your friend but if he cheating snitch.
Fell down thought it was over Jesus picked me up.Needed to heal dealing with Trauma things got revealed thru my Salvation.I was guilty & battling some Sins made me battle self doubt it affected my faith. In the Secret Place 🏔️had to get my FAITH back now it’s through the roof.
Bro asked me how I did the Christ Walk
I said
1.Accept Christ as your Lord & Savior
2.Get into your word then get out the zoo
3.Kill your old self & become new
4.Turn from all the sinning you used to do
5.Tell the whole squad they can do it too
Now spinning the block for souls!
Please I beg don’t leave this fallen earth without Jesus Christ as your genuine Lord and Savior.Not Church,I mean relationship. You don’t want to mess around & find out.Entrepreneurship is trending but DYING without Christ is the Risk you don’t want to take.
Don’t forget to PRAY!
Above everything Dai tatsvaga Jesu.
Worship Christ in spirit & in truth.
Time is near when your church attendance won’t matter,how long you been in church won’t matter. Your titles won’t matter.
In this dispensation it calls for a dangerous consecration.
Pray without ceasing!!
Wangu wangu wangu mince is a gravy in my mind so we need meat to compliment it however you can’t then put beef/chicken stew or you should be arrested because you capable of first degree murder you need steak,wings/pork chops..