Im slowly coming back from really long and bad depressive episode and im gonna tell why:
Itโs so painful to get back into socialization and see how โnormalโ other pplโs lives are. They talk about plans while i barely can be sure i will brush my teeth. It makes you an alien
@CuteFunnyBnnuy sad that that's become a typical trait of mine, try not to be more like me I'm a bad person and a bad friend, I shouldn't talk to people because I spread it around
@CuteFunnyBnnuy I appreciate that, and I wish we'd talked more too, and maybe that's why it was harder to talk seriously about it, I've already stopped talking to most people and I've already spent most of the week dming possible goodbies and ig I was saying you fur the near the end
@CuteFunnyBnnuy sorry I didn't know how else to say it, I'm traveling to stay with friends because I'm a suicide risk at home. I think every time I've joked about it I've meant it, this time I just really meant it and didn't convey that, because it's hard
@CuteFunnyBnnuy you weren't really, though I had a few dms about those tweets worried I was about to kms, my point was just that a delayed reply could mean anything and I don't think it's fair to consider that inherently rude, though I'm sure I at least tweeted it was my birthday
@CuteFunnyBnnuy most of everything we say in dms has a rude jokey tone so I was just sticking with that, it's hard to let friends know they probably won't see you again, I was trying to imply a possible goodbye without worrying you too much
@CuteFunnyBnnuy you're right that both of them together probably made it look like I had a bone to pick, I didn't realise it at the time, I was just feeling numb, that's my fault
@CuteFunnyBnnuy I didn't mean not to give it a like, but that's the only answer I had for you, I already tweeted everything I wanted to say publically about my current situation, and I didn't think it was an argument sorry
@CuteFunnyBnnuy that's ok I get that, if I'd known you were in that mood I wouldn't have replied, but they were both next to either when I checked my mentions so I just replied to both I wasn't considering the time frame
@CuteFunnyBnnuy yeah sorry I hadn't read that one yet, and I didn't mean it as an insult that's just literally when I remember learning about 1st and 21st of June being the starts of summer, but it did come off badly so I'm sorry
@CuteFunnyBnnuy no but I assumed most of my previous tweets were being relatively clear I was planning on killing myself, I thought I told you that in dms too, but just in general I don't think it's rude to be late to reply to a tweet, I just assume that person was preoccupied. Again I'm sorry