@nasutionarii You are totally right. Been in this kind of position several times. And in each chapter i have told myself that at the end everything is gonna be ok. But once i sit at the same position again, it is never be that easy, *sigh*.
Hidup itu lucu ya.
Yang dicari, hilang.
Yang dikejar, lari.
Yang ditunggu, pergi.
Kadang mulai enggan tuk memulai.
Enggan tuk berharap.
Enggan tuk kecewa.