I make it very well know what causes my anxieties. People hovering next to me. Or bullying me out of my space.
I am communicating with the person who is cooking with me. I will ask for help when it's needed. Focus on your project dude.
Life has been a struggle bus.
Realizing I lean into codependency.
Finding who I am again.
I will never stop giving my all.
I will continue to love and find a way to be positive.
There is a purpose for everyone you meet . Some people will test you, some will use you , some will bring out the best in you, but everyone will teach you something about yourself.
@ghostmodePDX Even as your brother. I lowkey buy your art because it speaks to me. Even if you handed me a painting. If it spoke to me I would offer you something. Life is a give and take; but it is also a balance.
I just want to continue sharing my life with you. Why did you have to go? I wish we could do things differently. You weren't all there was to my life. But you made my life brighter in so many ways.
There will always be dark days
Still wish for you to stay
@YoItsSugiroh That is another point to what I was saying. If they see you on your own doing well, they will want to spend time with you. If you abandon yourself for them. They will expect it. Take those moments where you are happy with yourself and embrace it. They can make time for you
@YoItsSugiroh Always give yourself time to vibe. Especially when you find yourself in a good spot. Enjoy that moment to its fullest. Being of a similar mindset. We gotta embrace those moments. Never know how long that feeling will last
Really missing someone hurts a lot. Even if they have moved on. I still wonder about her. Wonder that she is taking care of herself. I'm not like others. When I love someone I love them with my whole being.
@YoItsSugiroh Nothing you need to apologize. I'm getting better. Today was kind of hard. But I feel a lot better about some things. I can be blamed for not being as active too lmao