@Amy_Findomm ..Most of my ex's quite dislike me. The fantasy being my mistress, upon learning about my past relationships, contact's 1 of my ex's & says she'll make her an offer. They'll meet up and she will explain how I am now her sub& would like to beg for forgiveness for my past failings
@Amy_Findomm Oh god. This is similar to a messed up fantasy of mine :l Though I'm quite glad I never mentioned it to my former mistress. She was a heartless queen...
@finsubrelapser2 Nothing worth it in life is easy.
Whilst this is obviously and sadly a very real problem for you it's not actually an addiction (which should give you hope). It's most certainly something I bet you could deal with with a more serious approach