So ever since their fight, they avoided each other’s looks, only communicated the bare minimum for dispatches and didn’t dare crossing the same hall as the other as much as they could.
it's especially distressing because i compulsively do everything within my power to make such a situation happen, dressing skimpy and making myself seem weak and small.i hate myself for this but i also genuinely don't know how to stop.
However, ever since this episode i have trouble sleeping (it is getting better), although melancholy and panic attacks do occurs even during the day. I am starting to question the point