☥☽𝕴𝖛𝖞☾☥ ✧˖°𝖊𝖉𝖙𝖜𝖙°˖✧ 𖤐𝖇𝖕𝖉𝖙𝖜𝖙𖤐

Ivy! They/Them | 24 | Horror and gore | relapse |
Screaming into the void to cope

[☥☽𝕴𝖛𝖞☾☥ ✧˖°𝖊𝖉𝖙𝖜𝖙°˖✧ 𖤐𝖇𝖕𝖉𝖙𝖜𝖙𖤐 @WhorerCals]

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Hello! Call me Ivy.
They/Them
Need sum moots pls!

⛧ edtwt & bpdtwt
⛧ 24 y/o
⛧ horror addict
⛧ 80s Goth music
⛧ fatphobic only @ myself
⛧ relapse back to ana
⛧ pro recovery
⛧ ugw 120lbs
⛧ cw ns
⛧ supportive @ everyone 🖤

[☥☽𝕴𝖛𝖞☾☥ ✧˖°𝖊𝖉𝖙𝖜𝖙°˖✧ 𖤐𝖇𝖕𝖉𝖙𝖜𝖙𖤐 @WhorerCals]

@m__y_03_ Valid

[☥☽𝕴𝖛𝖞☾☥ ✧˖°𝖊𝖉𝖙𝖜𝖙°˖✧ 𖤐𝖇𝖕𝖉𝖙𝖜𝖙𖤐 @WhorerCals]

Cute doodles #bpdtwt #shtwt

[☥☽𝕴𝖛𝖞☾☥ ✧˖°𝖊𝖉𝖙𝖜𝖙°˖✧ 𖤐𝖇𝖕𝖉𝖙𝖜𝖙𖤐 @WhorerCals]

An irl found this account and I stopped posting for a while. Anywaayyss
I'm here to do my best

[☥☽𝕴𝖛𝖞☾☥ ✧˖°𝖊𝖉𝖙𝖜𝖙°˖✧ 𖤐𝖇𝖕𝖉𝖙𝖜𝖙𖤐 @WhorerCals]

16 hours of fasting so far hoping this will get me back on track. 🖤 I break fast at 20 hours.

[☥☽𝕴𝖛𝖞☾☥ ✧˖°𝖊𝖉𝖙𝖜𝖙°˖✧ 𖤐𝖇𝖕𝖉𝖙𝖜𝖙𖤐 @WhorerCals]

Adderall has been such a clutch on my loss its amazing. No binging and keeps me active. Get the help u need yall 🤩

[☥☽𝕴𝖛𝖞☾☥ ✧˖°𝖊𝖉𝖙𝖜𝖙°˖✧ 𖤐𝖇𝖕𝖉𝖙𝖜𝖙𖤐 @WhorerCals]

I have prioritized my mental health and today feels like a massive decline. Medication really does help.
Reminder to take your meds

[☥☽𝕴𝖛𝖞☾☥ ✧˖°𝖊𝖉𝖙𝖜𝖙°˖✧ 𖤐𝖇𝖕𝖉𝖙𝖜𝖙𖤐 @WhorerCals]

DR. PEPPER CREAM SODA ZERO SUGAR IS SO YUMMY OH MY LORD

[lia ♡ SAW BTS IN LONDON @iiluvjoon]

its crazy to me that this literally 30 cals for the whole pack and it doesn’t taste like shit!!

[☥☽𝕴𝖛𝖞☾☥ ✧˖°𝖊𝖉𝖙𝖜𝖙°˖✧ 𖤐𝖇𝖕𝖉𝖙𝖜𝖙𖤐 @WhorerCals]

I'm really sorry to moots for disappearing. I feel like I had to, I'm here to try to stay. I'm sorry I wasn't here to support.

[☥☽𝕴𝖛𝖞☾☥ ✧˖°𝖊𝖉𝖙𝖜𝖙°˖✧ 𖤐𝖇𝖕𝖉𝖙𝖜𝖙𖤐 @WhorerCals]

I've fallen victim to to the adderall shortage. And after a month I can get my shit filled. I fell down a rabbit hole, I gained 2lbs, I've had event after event so I've been maintaining. I'm so fucking sad. Addy helps tremendously.

[☥☽𝕴𝖛𝖞☾☥ ✧˖°𝖊𝖉𝖙𝖜𝖙°˖✧ 𖤐𝖇𝖕𝖉𝖙𝖜𝖙𖤐 @WhorerCals]

Am on my period and the cravings are severe. I haven't eaten sweets and fast food for a whiiillee and it's all hitting me.

[☥☽𝕴𝖛𝖞☾☥ ✧˖°𝖊𝖉𝖙𝖜𝖙°˖✧ 𖤐𝖇𝖕𝖉𝖙𝖜𝖙𖤐 @WhorerCals]

@deathlyzu Adds to the goth subculture/aesthetic to look dead. And also spite 😋

[☥☽𝕴𝖛𝖞☾☥ ✧˖°𝖊𝖉𝖙𝖜𝖙°˖✧ 𖤐𝖇𝖕𝖉𝖙𝖜𝖙𖤐 @WhorerCals]

@damevanillerose @TH3D1ST0RT10N The ignorance is a big yikes kid

[☥☽𝕴𝖛𝖞☾☥ ✧˖°𝖊𝖉𝖙𝖜𝖙°˖✧ 𖤐𝖇𝖕𝖉𝖙𝖜𝖙𖤐 @WhorerCals]

@deathlyzu Omad those almonds lmao

[☥☽𝕴𝖛𝖞☾☥ ✧˖°𝖊𝖉𝖙𝖜𝖙°˖✧ 𖤐𝖇𝖕𝖉𝖙𝖜𝖙𖤐 @WhorerCals]

24 hr fast today let's gooo

[☥☽𝕴𝖛𝖞☾☥ ✧˖°𝖊𝖉𝖙𝖜𝖙°˖✧ 𖤐𝖇𝖕𝖉𝖙𝖜𝖙𖤐 @WhorerCals]

@lackofnutrition It has somewhat of ig a powdery taste at the end but other than that it's sooo yummy. They have other flavors too!

[☥☽𝕴𝖛𝖞☾☥ ✧˖°𝖊𝖉𝖙𝖜𝖙°˖✧ 𖤐𝖇𝖕𝖉𝖙𝖜𝖙𖤐 @WhorerCals]

I'm not going to finish everything on my list. I'm good with what I've consumed so far. Maybe instead of OMAD I'll use the carrots after work for a snack if I get hungry while gaming.
I've only eaten half ish of the blueberries too.

[☥☽𝕴𝖛𝖞☾☥ ✧˖°𝖊𝖉𝖙𝖜𝖙°˖✧ 𖤐𝖇𝖕𝖉𝖙𝖜𝖙𖤐 @WhorerCals]

Bf is making chicken fried rice after work how do I tell him I went over my cals a little bit and will kms if I consume more
I usually save my cals if I know he's cooking but I forgot