Hi everyone.
Update, still under the doc and finding it really difficult.
Thank god for medication coz if lows feel this bad when medicating, I imagine I’d have given up if I’d been doing this without.
Check on your friends guys, we hide it well to everyone
@DunkinD88902615 Actual pal, you couldn’t be more wrong.
Was club Doc that first reached out, he has been in regular private contact and without the support, encouragement and practical help he’s given me I genuinely don’t know if I’d be here now.
and all this done simply because he cares #wafc
I’ve had a few messages so thought I’d let you guys know. Finally got to see a doctor
It’s first steps but big steps
I’m hoping that that was my lowest point because it was a scary place to visit
Those that have been checking up have done more than they realise
What a club #wafc
Thank you Wigan family
Im sorry if I worried one or two of you over the weekend
Im trying to get the courage to contact my doctor on Monday
Every single message, comment and dm has been read over and over
They were v important
Both club and fans have been very supportive #wafc
This is a hard message to write.
I’ve set this account up especially for this reason.
I also have a well followed fan account but can not bring myself to say this, I’m so down I’m having suicidal thoughts
On the outside I have a good life. On the inside I’m so unhappy #wafc
that’s easier said than done. I don’t want to be judged a failure, I don’t want sympathy, I don’t want the “you ok hun” brigade
I just want to stop feeling like this