I need time to recharge my batteries, to find the love again. But if it can't be restored, I might have to learn to cope with one of the hardest trials of my life. 🙏✝️
And should push to be a much better person to all those around me and to the many things I love. Well, just wanted to express a little. Goodnight Yall.
How I personally feel? Well...I just feel like I'm not doing everything I'm supposed to when it comes to making someone happy. So I guess the term "if she's happy, I'm happy" really does start to make sense when you begin to feel it. Idk. I just feel different inside
And not in a totally negative way but, in a way that tells me maybe I'm not really making the effort to be my full happy and energetic self that I know I can be. I don't know maybe it's all gibberish in my head but maybe there is a chance that I could be right