"Everything will be fine"
Yeah, that's because I've always emptied my entire cup of existence into making things work, excepting flaws and broken promises, and letting myself fall apart and using the pieces to keep everything else held together. 💔
I love never having time for myself. And I love even more that the people who tell me I need to make time for myself Aren't there to help me out to even make it an option.
You’re not lazy. You’re tired. You’ve been living in survivor mode for so long. Your mind is exhausted! You’re still processing trauma. Be kind to yourself please.
She's able to see where shes wrong on some aspects & willing to make changes, but keeps saying it's my fault I didn't reach out to get things straightened out sooner even though how she treated me & what she told me to start the argument made me feel like I couldn't reach out.
I'm happy to be with someone who is willing to talk things through after a difficult situation. But fuckk, how do I make her see my side, or why i'm so upset?