This is…. gonna be a magick journal now lol. I’m a chaos magician and making my own personal practice/religion based around my symbolism and mind… layers…?
Like… love what you create, I didn’t and it nearly killed me. The Fishbones were scorned for years before I realized what they truly were, a creation when innocence became demonified
Why do belief systems have to incorporate the rest of the world to be considered true? Why is it “this religion is the TRUE religion! Convert!” There’s such a diversity in beliefs that I don’t think beliefs need outside opinions to be true. One’s experiences make it true
The Demiurge makes more sense to me since it’s a scorned creation separated from the divine and was like “… idk imma just make a world”. A creation separated and hated doing its best with what it’s got is more helpful as a thought process to me than “I’m unworthy and gonna burn”
Wishbones has been bringing back good memories I had thought I lost. I really thought most of my life was just gone aside from some memories that were protected, but now I’m getting other days, other moments of joy. Even during horrible years there have been moments of memory
So… I had designed a pond to “fish” at. Basically pretend to go fishing with my mini fishing rod and catch some Fishbones. It’s… kinda like meditation but you’re catching “bad” thoughts so they can be transformed/healed later on
There’s long periods of time where I’m lost, sorry about that. There’s too much going on. Sometimes there’s screaming down the hall. Overwhelming and all encompassing. I don’t know if it comes from anyone specifically, if anyones out there, but boy… it’s loud!
Idea for the next video!! I… have to now figure out how to make a projector, shit. Video editing? Heh, never heard of her, projecting questions is far easier!