I can’t express how important it is to have friends who pour back into you as much as you pour into them, They are one of the strongest and supportive, loving friends & light up the room whenever we around or Visit each others. I have group of genuine and amazing friend’s ❤️
You don't teach ,support or invest in someone whom you still want to keep imprisoned.
Now do you understand why they only call you when they want sex?
Why they never ask you about :
Your wellbeing
Career prospects
Or Empower you mentally,spiritually,emotionally
My dad said to me "it's not selfish to keep quiet and tend to yourself if you are not okay, you cannot give what you don't have" and he couldn't have said it at a better time, I'm not okay emotionally and spiritually so I have closed everyone out to fix me first with no guilt.
People will literally show you that relationships are not a beauty contest or an academic field, people choose who they want. Even if you prove yourself, they will go after who they want, degree or not, looks or not, people go for who they want to be with.
I have suffered much, O Lord; restore my life again as you promised. My life constantly hangs in the balance, but I will not stop obeying your instructions. The wicked have set their traps for me, but I will not turn from your commandments.
Psalms 119:107, 109-110 NLT
My dad and I are now working in mining industry, different companies though - both engineers in different fields but this guy is very happy about it, he keeps calling every hour, especially when I'm onsite😂