It’s been really hard to be so violently confronted with my own mortality. I was unprepared for the fallout my personality type has never had room for depression and anxiety.
@oxMaldox @Coinvo@grok So it’s true there was an accusation and the interview was withheld (probably to cover up for Trump) then we proceeded to bomb Iran to distract from this? @grok
One year ago today I was released from the hospital after the closest to death I had ever been. It been a long road on my health journey I still have a long way to go…
After 8 months of recovery >2k calories/day (most days) 8000 steps or e-bike 20miles. Today’s the first day since… that I feel like I might survive this year.
Since then the effort and problems have begun their parabolic ascent along side me and I’m still at least a year from base camp…one foot in-front of the other fam! If you made it this far thank you but I did it for me…
Been thinking a lot about what to talk about in here. If I’m honest it’s never been easy. I generally use humor to mask a self induced inferiority complex. But Y’all are mostly idiots or assholes and the market proves that daily.
Somewhere between learning how to walk again and removing the chair from the shower I made the connection that I’m on this journey and I can only hope to see the top.
Been trying my hardest to get right.
The worst part of almost, but not dying is getting back up to speed.
It’s been like climbing Mt.Everist but starting at an Indian beach.
To the 0.01% of my followers who noticed my absence. Alsothis app and the vibes here are fucked.