I messaged my former boss and asked if available pa yung dati kong position. He replied na available and asking me if babalik na ako. I was relieved and happy. Finally, may tatanggap na sa akin. He also invited me to the christmas party which got me happy na welcome pa rin ako.
Almost christmas time, I decided to go back. I realized na baka dapat dun sa mas kailangan ako. baka dapat harapin ko yung takot ko. Takot ko na hindi ko magampanan yung work ko. Takot na macriticize ako sa mga ginagawa ko.
Day 6th - Hindi na ako pumasok. I decided to quit. I saw one of my colleague sa pinag ttrabahuhan ko ngayon and guess what she cried and begging me to come back to the company. I cried and said na "Pag iisipan ko".
I got hired. I completed the requirements. Day 1 to Day 4 okay but on the Day 5, may nag reklamo sakin na manager without me knowing na naoffend siya. I didnt do anything wrong. And the HR staff talked to me na mali ginawa ko so I was clueless. At the end, I apologized.
I got torn bet 2 hotel companies. 1 is sobrang sikat and the other one is not so famous. I went to both companies and have an interview but dahil sa kailangan ko na agad ng trabaho tinanggap ko yung sa hindi ganun ka famous na hotel company dahil sila una nag reach out.
Ang hirap kaya sabihin na "Ma, nag failed ako. Ma, nahihirapan na po ako. Ma, niloko po ko ng employer ko. Ma, sorry hindi ako makapagbigay para sa kuryente, pagkain at gamot niyo". I was so depressed pero nag apply pa rin ako sa ibang company.