I starve myself every day, but I know that my least favorite parts about my body will never go away. It's all parts of my bone structure. My eyes are to close together, my nose is crooked, my shoulders are to wide, my face is so square it always looks fat. Gods I hate this.
@strawberrui Yes and no. When I go hiking or something I always take a lot of pictures same with when I genuinely like the way I look. Then again I'm an artist who loves to take pictures and edit them(all the ones I edit are very obviously edited), and this is not the case for many.
1. How the hell do I get my hands on a vape?! This feels like a stupid question, but I'm so fucking done. Yes, I am underage. I'm already a nicotine user, I smoke cigarettes cause they are much easier to get my hands on, but they aren't the best option as-
@yummysoymilk Be a walking skeleton. To look like a reanimated corpse. Idk why, and the problem is I don't care about the cost. Some of it I crave. Destroying myself, gods losing my period. Others I just care about. The pain? I deal with it every day anyways. Possible death? That's be lovely.
@yummysoymilk It started as a way to SH. Its more than that now. I don't care what others think of me and I never have. Now it is to lose weight, but not to be beautiful. I want to be so skinny that you can't tell if I'm amab or afab. I've always had a strange fascination with bones. I want to
Looking for a buddy to help me perpetuate my disorders and self destructive behaviors cause it hurts a lot more to ignore them, or gods forbide try to fix them, that it does just give in and go with it. Let me know if anyone's down.
Just got out of a mad house and I'm already thinking about trying off myself. Those places are supposed to fucking help you, but here I am worse than before.