@BloodAndRazors β βI need you to believe me.β
She finally takes a more active approach, stepping towards him and holding his arms instead.
βIβm dead serious about this. I donβt understand it either, but I have no other way of saying it to you other than this. I really am pregnant, Sweeney.β
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It was probably the seventh time Nellie had checked her phone in the last minute. Time seemed to drag by as she stared at the door waiting for Sweeney to walk in.
She stood up, pacing around the living room anxiously, wondering if she should β
@BloodAndRazors β hug herself. Her face remains serious in a vain attempt to prove that sheβs being nothing but honest.
When he subtly questions her sanity, Eleanor lets out an exasperated sigh.
βYes, Iβm quite alright.β β her eyes roll at his attempt to go back to the previous subject. β
@BloodAndRazors β No magical combination of words that will make him believe what sheβs about to say β specially when she hardly believes it herself.
And so, in a comical way, she simply blurts it out. Her face terrifyingly neutral as she states the facts.
βIβm pregnant.β
@BloodAndRazors When Sweeney snaps her out of her trance, Nell has no choice but to finally look at him. Suddenly, all of the possibilities she had planned to start this conversation feel insufficient. In fact, she hardly remembers the plan.
Thereβs no right way to go about this, after all. β
@BloodAndRazors β great, dear.β came out of her mouth as it sometimes would when she wasnβt fully paying attention to what someone had to say.
She remained sat on the couch, fingers playing with the chiffon from her skirt in an attempt to ground her to reality. It doesnβt seem to be working, β
β got tired of pacing and sat back down, the door finally swung open and Sweeney came in. She braced herself for the conversation, but her eyes were fixated on the wall in front of her.
β wouldnβt believe her. And she couldnβt even blame himβ¦ She could hardly believe it herself!
And so, the envelope rested on the coffee table, almost unnoticeable among all the Christmas decoration and candles that Nell had scattered around the living room.
Just when she β
@BloodAndRazors When he finally seems to start relaxing and gives her a kiss, she makes sure to savor it, putting her arms around his waist and keeping them there even when he pulls back to speak.
βI did, yes. Would you rather I save it for some other time? I wouldnβt mind wearing it at home β