F*ck it Im back

Im back after 5 years bc quarantine has me going nuts and relapsing

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I don’t understand how to be depressed when I’m in a relationship with someone I care about so much

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I feel horribly depressed and I don’t know what to do about it

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Called off work today because I’m so depressed

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Wish I could be cuddled in a certain way but idk how to ask for it

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I need to get to bed before I do anything stupid

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I need to get back to lifting weights. I miss it

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I want to cut just to feel something right now. But not as a punishment. Just to feel. But I know I should workout instead

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Just want to be done with my thesis and I want to enjoy life without a pandemic

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Having feelings tonight

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Hate depression hate life hate work hate money hate jobs hate rent hate everything

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Anyways... insanely depressed and it’s scaring me

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I feel so soulfully tied to the arts

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Writing a screenplay for my thesis has been enlightening this far

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Am I cursed to the life of an artist

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Trying to write my thesis and nearly having a panic attack. I’m never going to get this degree

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Life is fuckin hard

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I’m not good at taking care of myself

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I don’t feel like one of those people are are going to make it out of this pandemic

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Fiction keeps me alive

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I don’t know what I want in life