But realizing I wasnโt what she needed was the cruelest truth to accept, knowing that no matter how much I love her, Iโll never be the home she chooses. I've been there so trust me. i know it..
And so, I choose the pain of absence over the pain of being the reason she struggles. Iโll carry this love alone, in silence, knowing that sometimes the hardest thing a man can do is walk away from the one he wants the most. Because in the end, loving her was never the problem..
I crave her presence, and I love her with everything in me. But if sheโs constantly battling problems because of me, maybe the kindest thing I can do is to walk away, even when it breaks me.
No matter how much I want her, I canโt ignore the signs. If being with me brings her more problems than happiness, maybe the best way to love her is by stepping back.
I literally got my answer, but the kindness in my heart and the way my mom raised me tell a different story. Itโs okay if we get hurt many times as long as we can be the reason for someoneโs happiness.
24 December 2024 .
i've been struggling a lot, but i've never been this struggle with a lot of things happen.. Ya Allah mudahkan perjalanan hidup aku akan datang.
@maverick_rizz@Marchfoward time2 ni nak pikir duit rakyat punn.. saborlah nak buat macam mana kan. rezekinya dah tertulis. apa sahaj keputusan kita kenalah terus bagi moral support ๐ค
" Akira Toriyama "
Spraypaint on wall 2024 ๐ฅ
At @kondakondicafe . This is not a comissioned work but thanks to the owner for letting me paint this wall and always see goods in me @azrilaryandi ๐๐ฝโจ.
I take 4hours a day in in this 2days to finish this portrait.