Talking to Cole about how I want my craft room. “Baby we can make you a she shed. Tell me what you want and I’ll make it happen” I can’t with this man🥺
I feel this in my soul. I’m no longer letting fake friends and toxic/fake family members bring me down. Life is to short to deal with people who isn’t willing to make the same effort.
“But they’re family” has to be the most bullshit excuse. I will no longer allow or give people a free pass for their actions just because they’re “family”. I’m creating a family of my own and it will not be surrounded with toxic people. No matter who they are.
“He was a narcissist baby it’s natural to feel this way. It’s going to sting sometimes. But you are stronger than him. Look at you. You always have been” my dads honestly the best🥺
I had my first neurotic/anxiety cleaning episode with Cole last night. Instead of calling me crazy or yelling he gently hugged me and asked what I needed. Once the house was clean he hugged me until I calmed down and could explain what just happened. He’s to good to be true🥺
I refuse to only have one child. I absolutely hate being an only child. It’s beyond lonely at points. You’ll never have the same bond as true siblings.
I got so excited about how organized my kitchen is getting. I was explaining all the other things I want to get, Cole hugged me and said “whatever will make you happy hunny”. When I tell you my heart exploded🥺