Zackria Baxter

Maybe life will get better, maybe I'll one day meet my mother that all depends how far my father takes things.
-RP+18,wolf, gay-

[Zackria Baxter @XDamagedLoveX]

@ScottishBeta -looks at you trying to breath my racing heart causing me to suddenly go pale- I can't breath..

[Zackria Baxter @XDamagedLoveX]

@ScottishBeta -suddenly cerberus retreats and I'm left frozen yet again in full panic mode- wait what... What is a mate? What am I to you?? I don't understand anything to do with my wolf I'm confused -tries to breath knowing I'm fumbling over my words my fear causing it-

[Zackria Baxter @XDamagedLoveX]

@ScottishBeta -the moment cerberus red eyes meet the amber ones his deep growl erupts from me standing up I stand frozen his deep voice bouncing around in my head until he finally says it out loud- mate!

[Zackria Baxter @XDamagedLoveX]

@ScottishBeta -leans forward narrows my eyes- and how do I know that? He was put into the hands of incapable parents one left and the other abused him in every way possible so enlighten me on how safe exactly we are -tilts my head-

[Zackria Baxter @XDamagedLoveX]

@ScottishBeta -tilting my head trying to figure out this feeling what's drawing me to you your question grabs my attention I lean back in the chair the deep voice that's usually only in my head suddenly coming from me- my name is cerberus

[Zackria Baxter @XDamagedLoveX]

@ScottishBeta I.. Um.. -looks at you watching you before looking at the table- just curious I guess... -looks back up at you suddenly feeling cerberus rush to the surface my blue and green eyes replaced with a bright red-

[Zackria Baxter @XDamagedLoveX]

@ScottishBeta I've been trying he's been so quiet until tonight to be honest -as you focus on making the sandwiches I finally look you over allowing my eyes to wander cerberus stirring within me again-

[Zackria Baxter @XDamagedLoveX]

@ScottishBeta It's not you your not him I just can't seem to turn it off... My head just makes me freeze or lock up over stupid things -puts the bread on the table sighs sitting in a chair exhausted already- nothing helps...

[Zackria Baxter @XDamagedLoveX]

@ScottishBeta -nods leans over opening the cabinet pulling out two plates setting them on the table before turning and grabbing the bread from the top of the fridge confused lost in my own head I turn and bump right into you suddenly like a switch I'm in full panic mode frozen-

[Zackria Baxter @XDamagedLoveX]

@ScottishBeta Both actually... -i slowly take a step closer my eyes not leaving you as I grab the handle of the fridge a strange feeling drawing me closer to you cerberus was not helping he wanted the male in many ways-... Do you need help?..

[Zackria Baxter @XDamagedLoveX]

@ScottishBeta -taking a moment to stop my racing heart I cautiously take a few steps closer getting a glass from the cabinet and getting some water from the sink taking a sip before I find my voice- if you don't mind.. -unconsciously always keeping a three foot distance between us-

[Zackria Baxter @XDamagedLoveX]

@ScottishBeta + dealing with the questions I just wasn't ready for it, once I made it down the stairs and around the corner it was already to late I had caught the males scent way to late pausing by the doorway I froze fear bubbling up from nowhere as my eyes landed on him-

[Zackria Baxter @XDamagedLoveX]

@ScottishBeta -stretching as I get up I don't hear many moving about so I decided to make my way to the kitchen everything still hurt and I knew I was covered in bruises from dark purple green even yellow the many different stages of healing so I spent most of my time alone in my room+

[Zackria Baxter @XDamagedLoveX]

+ No one else would know about my foster father had been one disgusting monster of a man, once alone in the room I'd now call home I fell onto my bed and tried to get some more sleep. Atleast before the nightmares started again-

[Zackria Baxter @XDamagedLoveX]

It took another two days before the hospital and healers were comfortable with allowing me to leave but once I was in the clear we headed to the pack house, everything hit me hard being alone with my thoughts all the shit I had gone through the beatings and what I hoped +

[Zackria Baxter @XDamagedLoveX]

@SexIsLikeOxygen @Hells_Grace -smiles chuckles- go you two seem to need some time together anyway -yawns moving onto my side watching you two walk out-

[Zackria Baxter @XDamagedLoveX]

-after hearing my foster father leave for work I pulled his phone out from the hiding spot unlocking it and scrolling through I recognize one number moon Inc it was on the checks my foster parents got every month, if anyone could help me it would be them +

[Zackria Baxter @XDamagedLoveX]

@SexIsLikeOxygen @Hells_Grace I hope so -smiles at dawn- and I'm not sure about that cerberus is not very trusting of people I can't blame him honestly

[Zackria Baxter @XDamagedLoveX]

@SexIsLikeOxygen @Hells_Grace -nods moves back into the bed looks at you and Dawn smiles- you two are cute together

[Zackria Baxter @XDamagedLoveX]

@SexIsLikeOxygen @Hells_Grace -nods to dawn when she steps in and waves I look at you- I guess I'll call when they clear me

[Zackria Baxter @XDamagedLoveX]

@SexIsLikeOxygen @Hells_Grace The pack house? -looks confused- your going to take me in? Why you don't even know who I am.. -looks at the door hearing a quiet voice-